A plee to feel safe

It's not a joke.
Somehow I always find a way to find myself in a position that makes me worried. Mostly to loose my job. It's just no fun and I don't know why it keeps on happening.

Now, I got a good job again, but I guess maybe I asked too much for wage and now that there are two others that the boss hired, I am so afraid that I will loose my place! I know she chose me and blah, blah, blah, but seriously, do I have that much more value then them. I can't see that I don't have more value than the oz chick. that's for sure. my only plus if it is a plus is that I am more permanently here...

the new guys is junior.

anyway. How can I make sense of this? Stop worrying like a mad woman. sigh.